Spiritual Puberty

I meet up with Gideon yesterday to do our usual ministry discussion and update of my life. I shared with him, my struggles and my conflicts.
And his response was that, from my sharing, he can tell i am a "D". haha.
He asked me sharp questions, like, am I able to appreciate the talents that God had given me, and the ministry that he had given me?

There was a part of me that sank, when my music teacher went "awww... please can back soon ya" as I told her I am taking a break from my lessons. Aww... that's what I feel too.

So, as Gideon ask me that question, my answer is without a doubt, yes. I appreciate what God had called me to do at the moment, and I am determine to give him my best. Yet, at the same time, I am confident in God's providence in my life, that as I "delight in him, he will give me the desires of my heart." Afterall ,aint' this desires planted by him?

The bottomline, yes the bottomline is, everything that I do is the to seek to grow his kingdom.

Gideon was being =.=, when he said, haha...so much for going through puberty now at this age.
Diaos.

Spiritual puberty.... hmmm......

I am indeed growing up, now all i need to do is to find out really what is my life vision and calling... so that I can *ahem* I shall not say, or Debbie will smack me *winkz*